Thursday, August 25, 2011

KMFDM After Party

Killing the secret service man in our show

The View from inside the Cage

Teaching two lovely ladies how to do fireplay

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Part 2

..... The scariest part was when I finally was totally secured to the pole in your “web”.  I knew that I could go nowhere. I also knew that my most sensitive areas were totally exposed for you to “play” with. That was exciting and terrifying at the same time because I know from painful experience that you can be quite rough with “them”. Oh that feeling keeps me coming back! Thank you. Sunday you gave me some absolutely EXCRUTIATING torture as well as some very “nice” sting. I really loved your spanking and whipping. That small bull whip is INTENSE!!!  And that was the foreplay of this day. You started flipping it through the air. I could hear it whistling. Then came the first “STING.”  The sensation was very much like a wasp sting.  Then YEOUCH, I remember jumping in surprise as the little tip would just nip me across a cheek. Now you had me ranged and it became a steady series of brushing stings!! They were wispy, almost ticklish, high pitched stings but not overly intense.  I was very much starting to enjoy it.  So I pressed my rear back against the pole trying to make as much of both cheeks vulnerable to you as possible. That apparently got your attention though because you let me HAVE it with the next stroke.  “THWAAAPPP!!!!!!!”………….. It took me by surprise.  It was almost like my mind had been asleep because the pain took a brief moment to register………….THEN all of the “STING REGISTERS” started firing…… Ouuuuuuch!!! OH MY GOD!!! It STUNG!!!! It literally cut me I found out later. It spanned across both cheeks, breaking where the pole was, continuing from about one inch into the upper right one where it seemed to trace the natural curvature across and then curled down, licking its fiery tongue along the outer meaty portion of my right cheek all the way to the end of the braid where the whelp abruptly shrinks in size to a thin red line from the tip of the whip, the little maybe five inch long  string is completely silhouetted curling slightly downward all the way to its tip where there is a small red dimple puncture wound. OHHHHH What a LASH!!! That made me jump and cry!!!! YEOUCHHHHH!!!I was shaking and jumping up and down from that one.  The fire just would not go out!!! OWWWW!!! OWWW!!!! OWWWW!!!!! It felt like you had poured a stream of molten, flaming plastic across the entire length of the lash. It just kept searing deeper and deeper into the muscle of my upper right cheek. I’m pretty sure I was sobbing while trying to jiggle out the fire. You kind of giggled I remember. You knew it was a GOOD one. OOHHHH!!!!! But then you showed me some compassion. OHHHH Thank YOU!!!!  
Oh I want more of these lashes on my butt in the future. Please??? OH I do so want to try that. That little bullwhip is the ultimate STING!!!  That would leave me stunned and ready for anything else you had in mind.
Another sensation you treated me to was the electrical wand.  OHHH, what a wicked sensation that one is especially on my most sensitive areas which you showed no mercy to. That was what I feared the most. You had my penis and balls positioned for your easy access and my hands secured to my sides. I remember jumping reflexively and yelling from fright the first time you reached down and squeezed them in your hand and pulled them out. I knew that I was in trouble because I had heard you dragging your electrical “tool kit” into position.

Then you were ready. But you first actually started with my right nipple. You squeezed and pulled it between your thumb and forefinger. I took in a small breath and bit down on my lower lip in anticipation.........., “OWWW!!!!” The sensation was not electrical at all! I thought that you were piercing me!!! I could almost feel a needle plunging through the delicate skin. I remember letting out a reflexive Yeouch!! , and trying to pull back, oh what an incredible sting!!!! It kept JABBING and STABBING!!! OHHHHH!!! I tried to pull away, you just held on!!!! OHHHH!!!!! After what seemed like an endless world of “STING!!!” you paused. I was panting. Then you switched to my left. OUCHHH!!!! All I could do was squirm and cry, I managed to not “safeword” out by dogged determination only. OHHHHH did it ever HUUUUUURT!!! Then you took a small break.

I heard you walk away. I was panting from all of the electrically induced twitching and wiggling. When you returned I suddenly felt your hand on my right outer bottom cheek. You gently pushed me to the left completely clearing my left cheek of the bar that my back was pressing against. I knew that something was about to happen. I did not have to wait for long to find out what.

“CRACK!!!!” “AHHHHH!!!” What BLINDING, STING!!! Judging by the incredible mouth watering sting it was your steel paddle. You had gotten a very good swing for the first stroke. Part of me wanted to pull my cheek back behind the bar, but I over road this urge and instead leaned my cheek out even more for you.  After all I love this kind of STING!!! You apparently accepted my challenge. “CRACK!!!! CRACK!!!! CRACK!!!! CRACK!!!! CRACK!!!! CRACK!!!! CRACK!!!! CRACK!!!! CRACK!!!! CRACK!!!!” YEOUUUUUCH!!!!  You set me absolutely on FIRE!!!! I was struggling to breathe due to the breath you kept knocking out of me. Just as I was starting to think that maybe I could not hold out……… You stopped!! UHHHH!!!  I collapsed in my ropes. I was drained!! YOU were not tired or done with me yet though! You firmly commanded me to stand up straight. Then you pushed my bottom from the left exposing the right one and moved to the other side of the pole. Then you absolutely set me on fire again. It got to the point that it was stinging so bad that it was starting to tickle!!! What a wonderful and strange sensation! I leaned my right cheek out more for you too. “CRACK!!!! CRACK!!!! CRACK!!!! CRACK!!!! CRACK!!!! CRACK!!!! CRACK!!!! CRACK!!!! I was fading out now I was so lost in the beautiful STING!!!! What a spectacular spanking!!! Thank you!! It was one of the best ever!!! I have no idea how many licks you gave me though. I just know that it left me feeling absolutely raw and scorched on both cheeks. Oh I LOVED IT!!

You  took another break leaving me to collapse in my rope harness. OHH I was so tried from all of the panting!!!

You returned, commanded me stand up straight and surprisingly gently coaxed me around the pole to face a different direction. Then you reached down and grabbed me between the legs and pulled out and downward with my balls in your fist. OHH!!! I heard the “ZZZZZ” of the electrical wand. Then it hit. “AHHHHH!!!!!” My legs collapsed but I was supported by the ropes securing me to your pole. I was thankful for that. . It was UNSPEAKABLY HORRIBLEl!!!! In my imagination I could see you holding a small pit viper up to my balls and it was repeatedly jabbing them deeply with needle sharp fangs!!!!  I remembered squirming trying to free them, you simply squeezed tighter and continued with the torture!   The rhythmic   punching, stabbing sensation just would NOT STOP as you held on and continued applying the mini LIGHTNING BOLTS!!! Then you paused. I think I was crying, I’m not sure now. It overwhelmed my rational thought processes. I was totally out of it. I just lived in a world of stabbing pain until you stopped. You went back behind me and started“stitching” some circles on my left butt cheek. “ZZZZZZZZZZZ    ZZZZZZZZZZZZ   ZZZZZZZZZZZ” OHHHH!!! That HURT!! It brought to mind a portable sewing machine being stitched up and down my cheek. But I loved this treatment. I can handle pain there to a very high degree. . I was enjoying that.
Then you stopped, repositioned yourself and grabbed my left nipple. “ZZZZZZZZZZZ     ZZZZZZZ”  OHHHH!!!! That was EXCRUCIATING!!!! I swear if feels like I’m being pierced through the entire nipple. I was crying and twisting trying to wriggle out of your grasp. But you held on.
Then you paused and grasped my penis……”ZZZZZZZZ” UHHHHH!!!!! I tried jumping and pulling away but your “wrapping” was way too tight for me to escape. The needle like jabs would plunge into the end of my penis but occasionally one would find just the right spot at the moistened tip and “OWWWW!!!!”  It felt like a mini lightning bolt would “flash” into my lower abdomen!!!   Little prickly sensations would reach deep inside me one even seeming to tickle the inner portion of my navel. WOW!!! What a weird sensation!!! One piercing jab suddenly made me feel like I had to pee. I quickly “tightened up”  to prevent that. I knew I would get in SERIOUS trouble for that.

Finally you stopped. My legs gave way and I was hanging in the ropes. OHH!!! I was exhausted. Then you ordered me to stand up straight and you proceeded to untie me.

It was over. Darn!!! I love our time together so much. Thanks for this wonderful sensation OVERLOAD!
Thank you so very much!!! Due to the intense pain of some of the tortures I was pretty scared at times though. But I very much love when you tie me up and remain close to me. Maybe I’m weird but when blindfolded,  being able to smell your hair and body as you worked closely around me either while torturing my nipples or other more sensitive areas was  comforting and slightly arousing. The combination of intense fright and simultaneous arousal absolutely overwhelmed my senses.


Monday, August 22, 2011

Just the Beginnings

 thanks for remembering that it had been a year since I started coming to see you. It has actually been a year and two months. My first session with you was on Saturday June  the 12th, 2010. And my experience was everything and more than I had hoped it would be. That first session really got me hooked on you. In fact I don’t know if I could ever submit myself to another dominatrix. You are just too special. I think maybe I could if it was your desire and you were there to protect me from serious harm though.  Anyway, some of the things I love about our sessions are that I don’t have to be terrified that you will seriously hurt me. I guess you would say that I have learned that I can safely “loan” my mind and body to you in the knowledge that they won’t be seriously damaged upon their return. That may seem funny but it is really important to me. Especially with someone like you, your persona is so powerful and hypnotic to me. You absolutely MESMERISE me. You really could hurt me SO bad if you were so inclined. Please don’t though? I become powerless to you and compelled to obey you very soon after you have started “playing” with me. It is hard for me to “snap” out of the trance you envelope me in.  You would make a great hypnotist. You might want to consider getting certified. Anyway, that is what I want. It is very emotionally pleasurable and healing to be under your command and control; to no longer have to make any decisions. My mind can relax because it is just along for the “ride”. It is a very warm and comforting feeling. It kind of reminds me of how I used to feel in grade school and to some extent middle school and high school. I felt in a way oppressed by a powerful system, but I also knew, or felt, that if I abided by the rules, well, this point often got me into trouble; I would be protected and taken care of. I have never felt protected in life ever since leaving the “shelter” of the public school system. Everything seems transitory, temporary or precarious. But I do feel that the maturation process is primarily about learning to accept and to be flexible enough to address these fundamentals that are so intimately a part of being a conscious entity.   When with you I feel safe enough to free myself for a brief period of time of worrisome thoughts.  Also, when you play with me it usually does not seem like you are being mean to me. That is very important for my psyche. That treatment hurts me too much. I can’t take it for long without getting severely depressed. I kind of feel, although I don’t have a lot of experience in this area either so I do accept that my perception may be false or too much of a generalization, that most dominatrixes enjoy their work because they hate men. You don’t give that impression at all. At least not to me, thank you.  I remember that there were many wonderful experiences for me on that first day. You are the best! Not only did I receive a spanking on my completely bare skin for the first time ever, it was my first bare bottom PADDLING!!!! OHHHHHHH……….. did that ever STIIIIING!!!  But you did not stop there. I think you were trying to see what I was made of.  You gave me what seemed  like an initiation into the world of B&D. Because I had asked for the paddling but you really went above and beyond with my first experience! Not only did you give me an absolutely bottom blistering paddling but you then shredded the first layer skin off of both cheeks of my butt with a rubber cat. I’m not sure if you have used it on me since. Maybe next time you could use that on me as a kind of anniversary surprise? I am curious to see if I am more able to handle it now or less. I do remember that you got a safe word out of me twice. My butt almost felt wet and I guess during this punishment it probably was; after all the outer layer of skin was virtually flayed off during this wonderful lashing. But as usual, you know I ultimately loved it even though at the time I was sobbing so hard I could not breathe at times.

This time was another amazing experience too.  You were so friendly to me. I truly love and crave that. Sitting and talking with you at the beginning, discussing what you have planned makes me ready for almost anything.  You can hurt me to your pleasure and I absolutely love it when you are at the same time calming and soothing me as you were this time.  I love that so much about your sessions. After making me comfortable and more relaxed, I’m always full of nervous anticipation when first arriving, comes the transformation; YOU take charge.  Typically you order me to remove all of my clothes and fold them neatly on a chair as you did this time. Then you commanded me to come to you. As I walk to you I get such an intense feeling of vulnerability as I realize that every inch of me is exposed to your scrutiny and to your tortures too if it is your desire because I have completely submitted to you. For now you own what you see.  When I got to you, you ordered me stand with my back against a cold, black metal pole that went from floor to ceiling. You had me place my hands straight down against my hips and then you blindfolded me. Next you looped a rope around my neck and proceeded to wrap, pull, tug, tighten and entwine me into complete immobility and security against the pole. It brought to mind the plight of an unfortunate moth having blundered into the mesh trap of a black widow spider being encased in silk by her prior to injecting her fatal dose of venom. My fate was now completely in your hands……..

Monday, August 15, 2011

This is how We party

Mean Latex Sister with the Violet Wand using her fingers for electric torture!!  I love this wicked bitch!!
Our beloved family member and ponyboy Rocky had his dreams come true at an entire fetish themed party in his honor.  The Sisters and this pony have been playing for a long time and we wanted to make his birthday amazing. We had a whole room of the club turned into a dungeon for the night, with the wheel of torture, saint andrew's cross, and an electro clinic in the corner.  A beautiful evening, a packed room, tons of willing playthings, latex nuns and nurses, and some secret terrible parts of the evening for our treasured pet Rocky.
OH and to explain some of these pics, to the confused, I have a violet wand attachment that allows the victim to be charged so anyone who touches them is shocking them, with anything they use.
rocky gets the violet wand
Princess Arielle blasting them at the wheel of torture in her gorgeous latex nurse outfit made by ME!

Everyone Flocked to Help Shock Princess Arielle! She is obsessed with the violet wand!
A totally unattractive picture of Me laughing My ass off after shocking the hell out of our ponyboy's balls!

My favorite part of the night though was the most gorgeous kitten dressed up as an equestrian.  She wanted a spanking and we started OTK and moved to the cross.  What a pleasure!

Beautiful Beautiful Heels

What's your most-hated chore?

Where do I begin?

Ask me anything.

Saturday, August 13, 2011

How much is unrequited lust worth?

As I often share with a good friend of mine who has this lovely issue, quite more than requited.

Ask me anything.

Friday, August 12, 2011


In light of many upcoming shows and piles of latex costumes in the works, (including one with inflatable boobs!) I have been very busy.  I have also been working with a DJ who creates original music to make the soundtracks for our shows more interactive.
Slave E has bought Me a new elliptical machine, I now don't have to go to the gym to work out, and I am working out an hour and a half a day.  This was My schedule with My personal trainer but I slacked in the winter.  Now I am really enjoying how firm My butt is getting!  I am so happy!
New additions to the dungeon... Well I have been selfish lately and bought Myself a lot of new shoes, boots, and lingerie.  I did go out with Slave J and purchase a wardrobe for My sissification area which has allowed Me to feel less extravagant about My sissification purchases.  It is now all organized and supercute.  I still hope to find the time one day to cover the inside with all My pinup and old-school porn pictures to inspire and excite the sissies.
Other additions this month:  firecupping supplies, and a new smaller less heavy but still steel, chastity device.
I have also built for a close friend a possible prototype for a latex sexdoll type mask.  Those who are into this type of porn may know what I am talking about.  I will be experimenting some more with different designs to make My own very special one... My friend's has bright pink latex lips and big dolly eyes with little holes in them so he can see with it on but no one can see him.  I think being able to see yet not be seen as a person can be very neat.
I have added a donation button to the right... if you formspring Me all the time you realize by now you should be paying My bills.  AHEM.

Sunday, August 7, 2011


Vibrator Ring!
After this week, and several amazing evenings, I never want to be caught without it!
I am an OCD top...

Sissy School!

The Feminisation/transformation room of the dungeon is not an afterthought. A small and I'm sure less than comprehensive list of the training tools I have accumulated over the years for this specific purpose:

  • 20 pairs of heels in large sizes, including thigh high boots, 6 inch heels, marabou slippers
  • several full maid outfits in various sizes and various levels of sexiness
  • Ample sized realistic Silicone breasts
  • Scads of lingerie, hosiery, PVC clubwear, opera gloves, evening gowns, etc.
  • 10 wigs, all colors and styles from realistic to humiliatingly over the top
  • Extensive makeup collection
  • Extensive collection of slut training toys and disciplinary tools
  • Remote control Vibrating panty for public outings and shopping trips

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Sisters of the Sacred Flesh

We have a lot of shows in the works! Some are still My little secret right now!
BUT here are the ones I can announce:

VEX in Dayton, August 12.

The Dock, Cincinnati, August 18

Radiodown, with KMFDM, August  21.

Until then then the Sisters will surely be busy with our slave... poor thing!